March 2012
One More Disney Day
komposed:
miss-marina-writes:
Why am I not going to One More Disney Day?
Why am I stuck to the north of California?
Why am I not getting limited edition Mickey ears?
Why am I not preparing to eat all of the special food?
And go to the Blue Bayou at 2 AM?
And watch Fantasmic at 1 AM?
And meet characters in their pajamas?
WHY???
WHY ARENT I??? I LIVE RIGHT THERE -,-
wake up: exhausted
12 pm: exhausted
3 pm: fucking exhausted
5 pm: really fucking exhausted
7 pm: about to pass out
bed time: the energy of 5 million condensed suns
February 2012
I'm not ready to grow up
There are so many things people are dealing with that I’m not ready to confront. I’m not ready to experience that on my own. It’s hard for me to even grasp the concept of everyone growing up so quickly. I love when time flies by in class, don’t get me wrong. But as an overall, I just feel overwhelmed because everything’s happening so fast. We never used to have to...
I bet you didn't know that
staypozitive:
I hope EVERYDAY that maybe I’ve crossed your mind, and maybe you decided to call/text me.
My attitude is based on how you treat me.
Just a simple ‘hi’ from you can make my entire day.
I’d change my plans if it meant I could see you.
I save some of your messages so I can read over them later on.
I still get jealous when people talk to/about you.
fags at school: hey i smoke weed and get wasted every weekend.
me: sometimes when my mum tells me to get off the computer at 11, i get off at 11:05.
naps.
expectations: I'm just going to take a quick power nap and I'll wake up refreshed and energized
reality: passed out cold for five hours solid, wake up not knowing what day it is or what the last meal you ate was
I'm worried...
What will happen in the future if it isn’t working out now?
