guys, tumblr world. im depressed because im discouraged. i don’t wanna study. i only took one final and im already brain dead. my brain’s about to explode and i still have two back to back finals tmrw. and im complaining like a….. an annoying person. because im not even taking that many units and i only have 3 finals total.
AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i wish that whole diffusion of info really worked, like that picture amanda drew back in the good ole days of bio. because i really dont understand any of this chem shit, anthro, yeahNO.
alrighty, im done whining. all i can do now is study. but i wanna NAP :(
after 3 o’clock tmrw, im FREEEEEEE!
until then, its a countdown to my doomsday. im prepared to fail, but i really hope i dont.
It’s Saturday night/evening and I have no plans. It doesn’t bother me much when people tell me that I have “no life”. I wouldn’t want to be out partying and drinking anyhow. I mean, k, I guess you’re cool. I’d much rather stay home than to go out at night like you, to get drunk, high, or whatever it is you cool kids do. It’s already a party in my room. :3
Today’s a nice evening. I love being able to sit here on my computer, in some shorts and plain T-shirt. I look ugly af and I don’t even give a shiz. My hair’s in a bun, I don’t need to dress up nice or decent for anyone. I’m just sitting here in the comfort of my own room, not caring or giving a single damn about how I look. I mean, for once, I just feel comfortable in my own skin. Don’t hate me ‘cause I’m beautiful.
They have no hair E’RRYWHERE. Their arms are hairless, their legs are so silky smooth, and even their armpits are flawless. I’m here, thinking, “WHERE DID ALL YOUR HAIR GO?” I think a lot of girls are jealous of any guy who is hairless. …Unless you like being hairy… I certainly don’t. We wax, shave, pluck, everything to keep all these unwanted hairs away in unwanted places. I am jealous of you, sir. You want hair? Take some of mine. Urgh.
ohgosh. i HATE writing papers. forreal. and i get so easily distracted at the most inconvenient times. PROCRASTINATION, you are the bane of my existence. this paper isn’t even that hard. its supposed to be no more than 3 pgs, which is a piece of cake. so why can’t i seem to focus? this time of year, June, when i start not giving a shit about school work. this is how i felt every June of high school. senior year was when my senioritis was at an all time high, eventho i was diagnosed with it freshman year. damn, now i have senioritis: college edition. i feel like its definitely worse. im treating this paper like its not due in 14 hours, but it totally is. of course, 5 of those hours, i’ll be sleeping, 2-4 of them i’ll be in class. gahhhh. i just need to get this over with, so my week can be over that much faster. then time to pack what i can, go home to drop it off, enjoy dead day NOT studying and possibly going on a field trip instead. i don’t have finals till tuesday; sorry to those unfortunate ones who have finals on this saturday. but i know myself, and given that i have 4 free days to study, i won’t use that time wisely. so, i won’t start studying till sunday night. its too bad that i really need to study for these finals. this quarter i feel like i slacked off the most. no bueno. of course, the consequence for this is that my grades are on the edge. anyways, i’ve spent a good 5 mins typing this. gotta go type SOMETHING on that microsoft doc. gotta have something to show for the 3 hours i said i’ve been working on this damn paper. so far, i have my name….
GOOD LUCK ON FINALS TO EVERYONE WHO’S STILL IN COLLEGE! for those of you lucky duckies who are already out, enjoying summer, i’m jealous.